Piedritazul

Taunted by sleep Frightened by reality It’s more than half gone now Lingering in some dark shadow Will it ever truly be gone? Or can I concede into living with it? I never truly considered such thing as pearly paradise Yet the man written book makes me wonder from time to time Is there an eternal sanctuary? Would I be permitted in it? Not even my home of origin allowed me back Would heaven object my entrance? With black list, which trails me, of the massacre I’ve caused? I guess not I know not I wish not One thing I need to find first I’m not entirely sure what or why But a quest remains… I went from golden spiri